(Manderly Rebecca by Daphne Du Maurier) So if anyone is triggered by what I'm about to talk about I'm really sorry. For many the mere mention of the Leaving Certificate exams sends them into a cold sweat and brings on a spate of related night terrors. So I apologize. I'm one of the rare creatures who the exams didn't really faze. In fairness I was going through alot that year so it was the least of my worries. I lost my Nana in February of 2003 after years of watching her suffer thanks to the scourge that is Parkinson's. I was incredibly close to her and my Granda who I would also lose the same year on New Year's Eve. It took me a very long time to learn to live my life without them. I lived with my grandparents for the first 2 years of my life and we became inseparable spending all my weekends and school holidays with them on thier farm. I had lots of cousins whom they loved very much but I was the only one with my own room. Our relati...